I want to die but i still want to eat tteokbokki : further conversations with my psychiatrist / Baek Seehe.

1. What's wrong with wanting to be loved?.--2. Thinness: the pressure I can't escape.--3. Seeing myself through the eye of others.--4. I needed a wound I could see.--5. Because I fear both living and dying.--6. That someone wishes for my safety.--7. The anniversary.--8. Widen that middle ground within me.--9. It's okay not like other people have lived my life.--10. Being myself whether in honesty or hypocrisy.--11. Do I have gumption or not? 12. Flexible thinking and the courage to rest.--13. To see the parts of myself that shine.--14. Because life goes on.

When Baek Sehee started recording her sessions with her psychiatrist, her hope was to create a guide for herself. She never imagined she would reach so many people, especially young people, with her reflections. I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki became a runaway international bestseller, engaging a community of readers who appreciated depression and anxiety being discussed with such intimacy. Baek's struggle with dysthymia continues in I Want to Die but I Still Want to Eat Tteokbokki. And healing is a difficult process; the inner conflict she experiences in treatment becomes more complex, more challenging. With this second book, Baek Sehee reaches out to hold the hands of all those for whom grappling with everyday despair is part of a lifelong project, part of the journey.